In a world of 7 billion people, I wish I could find something else to write about, but the lonely only get lonelier. 

I thought being honest about who I am would solve things. I thought I would be delivered to a new outlook on life. More than anything, I wanted my situation to change. I want to be happy. I need to be happy. I need to stay away from "I statements." 

I want to use some of this energy to focus on others. I long for nothing fights, rainy days spent on the couch, dates, road trips, holidays... The list of what I want to share could go on and on, but time and my state of mind are not friends. 

It is becoming more and more obvious hope will not deliver me to happiness. Maybe it is time for a change. 

Thanks for entering my world, 

-Nathan